The Interior and Exterior Evangelism of Great Lent

by Fr. John Parker

The Great 40 Days are generally considered to be a time of introspection and repentance.  The very first words of the Great Canon of Saint Andrew indicate the way: “Where shall I begin to lament the deeds of my wretched life?  What first-fruit shall I offer, O Christ, for my present lamentation?”

The kontakion we sing in the Great Canon is resoundingly personal:

My soul, my soul, arise!
Why are you sleeping?
The end is at hand; destruction hangs over you!
Come again to your senses, that you may be spared by Christ our God, Who is everywhere, filling all things!

The Prayer of Saint Ephraim likewise turns inward:

O Lord and Master of my life:
Take from me the spirit of sloth, despair, lust of power, and idle talk!
But give rather the spirit of chastity, humility, patience, and love to thy servant.
Yea, O Lord and King, grant me to see my own sins, and not to judge my brother, for Thou art blessed unto ages of ages. Amen.

Our fasting, while a corporate practice (those who are able all fast from the same things at the same time), is personal, and for the change of my own heart, my own willfulness, my own ways.

The Sunday of the Last Judgment, which we have just completed, shows the balance point between the inward and outward foci of Great Lent.  To summarize using the words of Saint James, “faith without works is dead.”  Or in the words of the Holy Apostle and Evangelist John in his first epistle, “If any one says, ‘I love God,’ and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen, cannot love God whom he has not seen. And this commandment we have from Him, that he who loves God should love his brother also.”  Or, in another place, read on Meatfare Saturday: “the hour is coming when all who are in the tombs will hear His voice and come forth, those who have done good, to the resurrection of life, and those who have done evil, to the resurrection of judgment.”

The season of Great Lent is, to a significant degree, a return to conformity to the likeness of God, a transformation back into a human being.  Having lived in the world almost a year since the last Pascha, we fall into the routines and device of what Saint Paul calls “the old man.”  Precisely into those ways enumerated in the Prayer of Saint Ephraim—the facets from which we ask God to deliver us.

Some of us, thinking that we can earn God’s love, seek to do good deeds in Lent, as if it were a way to store up or to regain merits, in a deficit personal spiritual economy.  But neither is this the case, nor is it the way God works.  He already loves us—on His part, there is no love lost, or lack to regain.  He doesn’t love us less—we love ourselves more than we love Him!

One surprising aspect of the Gospel from the Sunday of the Last Judgment is how the righteous reply when Jesus says, “I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.”  They didn’t deny doing these things, with a false sense of humility.  It just didn’t dawn on them that there was any other right thing to do.  That is to say, their actions were based on love for those in need, not on some perceived benefit, temporal or spiritual, to themselves.

The inner work of evangelism—to hear the Good News afresh ourselves, and to return to Christ—intends to produce external evangelism:  the sharing with others, rooted in gratitude, of the bounties given to me by the God Who is love.

Standing outside the closed Gates of Paradise with this coming Sunday’s “Expulsion of Adam and Eve from Paradise,” what is our practical evangelism?  It is, through the services, through the prayers, through the fasting, through acts of mercy, to become a human being, perhaps for the first time.  All of these ascetical practices are an opportunity to see and experience God for Who He truly is, and to be transformed ourselves into whom we are called to be.

The gift is offered to you and to me. Why deny it?

NOTE:  This article may also be found here.